Alwayslooking searcing the stick te honey the reverse I saw you there
I had no idea that something so clear could be steering me near
Is it the beer did I have two or three your company is pretty nice
To me the honey on my key board making it hard to type
Creative destructive what is and isn’t no vice
Rice o roni the san fran cisco treat you hate mecuz I’m brew tafullll
Such a disgusting treat.
Ou make me feel sexy you
Tell me I’m beautiful
That’s all a girl of the spirit
Ever wants to hear
So boys if you’re wonderin’
What we girls are thinkin’
We just kinda love ya all
In different forms
Of the curtain call
i’m watching you
god
you’re looking for a fuck
but honestly I love you
more than to begin
the winner
of the bread
as far along as a croquet cookie
I definitely think that we are stuffing our
Rookie closet door knob,
I am so drunk I cannot spell
I never thought I’d be able to type in the first place
Alcohol is a vice of my genes
I have had many relatives die of it
If I die, by the grapes be by.
Waiting to separate the type of gate of iron of trash of rubbish of lies of
Cries in the night of women bleeding bleeding in delight in fright
Of the night that is to come Nike cupid psyche where are we
Did you hear the beautiful song the angels were singing in reference to the
Dripping rock way inside the cave far beyond a human ear unless it’s one
That’s listening to this poem
Listen here this this puppet do you hear
Puppet puppet master that knows not the strings of the puppet
As you did not form them,
Maybe with practice, with lots of practice, with lots of time you’ll learn
The elegant ways of the st rings and the taut turn.
Oh baby please you mezmorize me mozerella cheese
And the beez knees
Sacrifice and please your mother chased the trees’
As it’s the energy face up in you mcweezy heart
Attack I’m alive,
Oh you care
Sacrifice and dare
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
My beauty was not able to make up for your forwardness
My beauty was not able to make up for my insanity.
My beauty was not able to make up for time forgotten.
True beauty. Is the mystery. The dazzling mystery which exist within each individual. It was a shock to me to see that in you, and it hurt me bad. Yet what I saw in you must have existed in me as well in order for me to have experienced it. Holy righteous blood was shed. We loved each other and wanted to kill each other because we wanted to die knowing what our love once was. Because it used to be the first miracle of Christ.
It once was palm Sunday in the south.
What does the light go.
It leaves a room.
In the name of jesus.
(the person to the right of me is afraid of admitting the presence of jesus because of how it may make her look to someone in the north.)
Perspective and perception is beautiful.
Beautiful beautiful, yet it can not make up for our utter stupidity in the logic of the stars.
Do you see what I see
Do we see what we see
What is it that we see.
Do you see what I see.
Do you see what I see
What a miracle it could be
If my spirit could meet with utter
Joy and ecstasy with another human being
In body in soul in spirit in time in form space sensation non sensation presence.
I have a nose to smell a mouth to speak eat drink suck lick a tongue speech, teeth eat graze touch hands skin fibers muscles strings tying laces like shoes like bunny ears.
My beauty was not able to make up for my insanity.
My beauty was not able to make up for time forgotten.
True beauty. Is the mystery. The dazzling mystery which exist within each individual. It was a shock to me to see that in you, and it hurt me bad. Yet what I saw in you must have existed in me as well in order for me to have experienced it. Holy righteous blood was shed. We loved each other and wanted to kill each other because we wanted to die knowing what our love once was. Because it used to be the first miracle of Christ.
It once was palm Sunday in the south.
What does the light go.
It leaves a room.
In the name of jesus.
(the person to the right of me is afraid of admitting the presence of jesus because of how it may make her look to someone in the north.)
Perspective and perception is beautiful.
Beautiful beautiful, yet it can not make up for our utter stupidity in the logic of the stars.
Do you see what I see
Do we see what we see
What is it that we see.
Do you see what I see.
Do you see what I see
What a miracle it could be
If my spirit could meet with utter
Joy and ecstasy with another human being
In body in soul in spirit in time in form space sensation non sensation presence.
I have a nose to smell a mouth to speak eat drink suck lick a tongue speech, teeth eat graze touch hands skin fibers muscles strings tying laces like shoes like bunny ears.
Good morning beautiful sun.
I can feel you on my skin.
I can feel you.
Good morning beautiful sun.
Is that me shining on you from within.
Good morning beautiful sun
You sing to my eyes
Far away circles
Domes
Domes
My eyes dance around you.
Warmth absorbing into my skin
From me to the sun from the sun to me.
Through the window.
Looking down Madison avenue in Memphis tn.
The trolley stop is just up the block.
I hear it every morning just as the moon is about to make her descend
After a drunk night of art and mourning.
Good morning beautiful sun.
This is truly the best morning I could have imagined.
Place myself within my consciousness.
Focus on the divine within me.
My ego appears in the state of worry.
But I give my ego a hug and say thanks for coming.
Or maybe I have been more violent with my ego.
I don’t know. being hit as a child=
I forgive myself for thinking that that is love,
And I will make effort to find only kind gracious merciful generous
Open patient love within myself
To share with others.
Putting on make up makes me feel like a woman. It makes my body feel really more here on earth. Putting on make up. I feel Korean I think of that Korean couple on lost and when cole was helping me move out of the harbert buildings said he was on the third season.
Putting on make up makes me feel like I care.
It is a tradition in most cultures.
To be your best.
To serve.
It is also good for my skin.
It nourishes it.
It firms it.
Plump cheeks.
Putting on make up is a ritual.
Lipstick
Eyelashes
Eyeliner
Base
Eyeshadow.
I have no face
Here I sit and can only
Imagine typing dreaming playing.
I’m only half alive.
Ding ding goes the trolley.
I’m very much alive.
I can feel you on my skin.
I can feel you.
Good morning beautiful sun.
Is that me shining on you from within.
Good morning beautiful sun
You sing to my eyes
Far away circles
Domes
Domes
My eyes dance around you.
Warmth absorbing into my skin
From me to the sun from the sun to me.
Through the window.
Looking down Madison avenue in Memphis tn.
The trolley stop is just up the block.
I hear it every morning just as the moon is about to make her descend
After a drunk night of art and mourning.
Good morning beautiful sun.
This is truly the best morning I could have imagined.
Place myself within my consciousness.
Focus on the divine within me.
My ego appears in the state of worry.
But I give my ego a hug and say thanks for coming.
Or maybe I have been more violent with my ego.
I don’t know. being hit as a child=
I forgive myself for thinking that that is love,
And I will make effort to find only kind gracious merciful generous
Open patient love within myself
To share with others.
Putting on make up makes me feel like a woman. It makes my body feel really more here on earth. Putting on make up. I feel Korean I think of that Korean couple on lost and when cole was helping me move out of the harbert buildings said he was on the third season.
Putting on make up makes me feel like I care.
It is a tradition in most cultures.
To be your best.
To serve.
It is also good for my skin.
It nourishes it.
It firms it.
Plump cheeks.
Putting on make up is a ritual.
Lipstick
Eyelashes
Eyeliner
Base
Eyeshadow.
I have no face
Here I sit and can only
Imagine typing dreaming playing.
I’m only half alive.
Ding ding goes the trolley.
I’m very much alive.
I’m folding towels and I feel like I’m from Korea
I’m sitting on my bed reading the Bible and I feel
Like I’m from Korea.
Past Life Flash Backs
Past Life Flash Backs
Being in love is forever
Being in love is forever
Being in love from nowhere
Being in love from where and whince I came.
The snow looks like sugar falling from the sky
I don’t remember if it’s cold outside,
Huh, Huh, Huh, Huh, I beg your pardon?
Huh, Huh, Huh, Huh, Huh, I beg your pardon?
I don’t know a thing about you
We’ve both changed
But here we all are looking like moving
From where and whince we came
I can’t see anything but speckled lights and water color faces
Everything is wet and saturated with Saturday night blow.
At the bar,
Drinking
Drinking
Drinking
My drinks don’t cost a thing,
Cuz I be saving all my money to buy a diamond ring
I’m going to stare deep into your eyes
And marry myself
I’m going to stare deep into your eyes
And marry myself
He says he wants to slurp me snog me flog me,
Wann’n me obsessed wid him
Telling me to dance for him
At the bar
Drinking
Drinking
Drinking,
I don’t buy a drink
They keep appearing in my hand
As if I’m royalty.
Shadows creeping
Whispering to death
At the buccaneer in front of the fire place
, or boring manifesto
Manifold miniblinds, get rich on the telephone
It’s cold in my apt
It’s cold in my apt
It’s cold in my apt
It’s cold in my apt
It’s cold in my apt
So I walk to the bar
To start drinking
Drinking
Drinking
Drinking.
I sit by a pic of mic
On a green and white checkered table
Listening to the table tell me fables.
Got my passport
I’m ready to go
Drinking
Drinking
Drinking
I haven’t eaten all day
Ready to go
Drinking
Drinking
Drinking.
It’s gonna kill me if I can’t chase it away.
But I love her so much she keeps coming back.
A black hole the others say
The black hole the others say
Oi boy sold his sole to the avocado bagger
I asked him
How can you sell something you have never aquired
Gifted
Stolen
Sold
On the black market,
Underground
Outside
In the trenches writing to my geisha in korea.
She’s in love with me tan tan.
Patrick swayzee was real lazy
Didn’t know how to save me
I got a body wave in my hair
I walked all the stares
To the top of the empire
State building and jumped off
Curiosity like gravity
Focus here in the light
And tell me what you see
Am I looking at your or are you looking at me
I can’t tell in the rain.
Ask me when It’s sunny.
The sun fell into the ocean
Burnt out like princess di in the ymca
Going to the bank
Bank
Bank
Sajalistic was a mystic always knew what to say
She told me it’s the ego this and the ego that
The body the body of one divided by one divided by
One set of knives cutting the other set of knives in half
In the mountains ain’t go no signal but I’m dreamin’ so
I’m feel’n you anyway,
Get home check my email
Just what I suspected
I’m going to be late
For work tomorrow.
Religion sat across the table from science
A body dies to the left of religion
Religion turns her face to the sky and seas
Clear contours no one else sees
Science turns and smiles as if he were in love
And a bomb fell inside their hearts
A bomb fell insides their hearts
And the powder of bones she mops across her face
Captures the boy’s youth like a camera then shoots him for his coat and wears it to the party the following night
Picture this being a bee drinking roses and making honey
messy and mean
I’m a geisha flash life pass back.
I love drugs
Drugs love me
We’re the same we
Change.
I’m sitting on my bed reading the Bible and I feel
Like I’m from Korea.
Past Life Flash Backs
Past Life Flash Backs
Being in love is forever
Being in love is forever
Being in love from nowhere
Being in love from where and whince I came.
The snow looks like sugar falling from the sky
I don’t remember if it’s cold outside,
Huh, Huh, Huh, Huh, I beg your pardon?
Huh, Huh, Huh, Huh, Huh, I beg your pardon?
I don’t know a thing about you
We’ve both changed
But here we all are looking like moving
From where and whince we came
I can’t see anything but speckled lights and water color faces
Everything is wet and saturated with Saturday night blow.
At the bar,
Drinking
Drinking
Drinking
My drinks don’t cost a thing,
Cuz I be saving all my money to buy a diamond ring
I’m going to stare deep into your eyes
And marry myself
I’m going to stare deep into your eyes
And marry myself
He says he wants to slurp me snog me flog me,
Wann’n me obsessed wid him
Telling me to dance for him
At the bar
Drinking
Drinking
Drinking,
I don’t buy a drink
They keep appearing in my hand
As if I’m royalty.
Shadows creeping
Whispering to death
At the buccaneer in front of the fire place
, or boring manifesto
Manifold miniblinds, get rich on the telephone
It’s cold in my apt
It’s cold in my apt
It’s cold in my apt
It’s cold in my apt
It’s cold in my apt
So I walk to the bar
To start drinking
Drinking
Drinking
Drinking.
I sit by a pic of mic
On a green and white checkered table
Listening to the table tell me fables.
Got my passport
I’m ready to go
Drinking
Drinking
Drinking
I haven’t eaten all day
Ready to go
Drinking
Drinking
Drinking.
It’s gonna kill me if I can’t chase it away.
But I love her so much she keeps coming back.
A black hole the others say
The black hole the others say
Oi boy sold his sole to the avocado bagger
I asked him
How can you sell something you have never aquired
Gifted
Stolen
Sold
On the black market,
Underground
Outside
In the trenches writing to my geisha in korea.
She’s in love with me tan tan.
Patrick swayzee was real lazy
Didn’t know how to save me
I got a body wave in my hair
I walked all the stares
To the top of the empire
State building and jumped off
Curiosity like gravity
Focus here in the light
And tell me what you see
Am I looking at your or are you looking at me
I can’t tell in the rain.
Ask me when It’s sunny.
The sun fell into the ocean
Burnt out like princess di in the ymca
Going to the bank
Bank
Bank
Sajalistic was a mystic always knew what to say
She told me it’s the ego this and the ego that
The body the body of one divided by one divided by
One set of knives cutting the other set of knives in half
In the mountains ain’t go no signal but I’m dreamin’ so
I’m feel’n you anyway,
Get home check my email
Just what I suspected
I’m going to be late
For work tomorrow.
Religion sat across the table from science
A body dies to the left of religion
Religion turns her face to the sky and seas
Clear contours no one else sees
Science turns and smiles as if he were in love
And a bomb fell inside their hearts
A bomb fell insides their hearts
And the powder of bones she mops across her face
Captures the boy’s youth like a camera then shoots him for his coat and wears it to the party the following night
Picture this being a bee drinking roses and making honey
messy and mean
I’m a geisha flash life pass back.
I love drugs
Drugs love me
We’re the same we
Change.
I’m folding towels and I feel like I’m from Korea
I’m sitting on my bed reading the Bible and I feel
Like I’m from Korea.
Past Life Flash Backs
Past Life Flash Backs
Being in love is forever
Being in love is forever
Being in love from nowhere
Being in love from where and whince I came.
The snow looks like sugar falling from the sky
I don’t remember if it’s cold outside,
Huh, Huh, Huh, Huh, I beg your pardon?
Huh, Huh, Huh, Huh, Huh, I beg your pardon?
I don’t know a thing about you
We’ve both changed
But here we all are looking like moving
From where and whince we came
I can’t see anything but speckled lights and water color faces
Everything is wet and saturated with Saturday night blow.
At the bar,
Drinking
Drinking
Drinking
My drinks don’t cost a thing,
Cuz I be saving all my money to buy a diamond ring
I’m going to stare deep into your eyes
And marry myself
I’m going to stare deep into your eyes
And marry myself
He says he wants to slurp me snog me flog me,
Wann’n me obsessed wid him
Telling me to dance for him
At the bar
Drinking
Drinking
Drinking,
I don’t buy a drink
They keep appearing in my hand
As if I’m royalty.
Shadows creeping
Whispering to death
At the buccaneer in front of the fire place
, or boring manifesto
Manifold miniblinds, get rich on the telephone
It’s cold in my apt
It’s cold in my apt
It’s cold in my apt
It’s cold in my apt
It’s cold in my apt
So I walk to the bar
To start drinking
Drinking
Drinking
Drinking.
I sit by a pic of mic
On a green and white checkered table
Listening to the table tell me fables.
Got my passport
I’m ready to go
Drinking
Drinking
Drinking
I haven’t eaten all day
Ready to go
Drinking
Drinking
Drinking.
It’s gonna kill me if I can’t chase it away.
But I love her so much she keeps coming back.
A black hole the others say
The black hole the others say
Oi boy sold his sole to the avocado bagger
I asked him
How can you sell something you have never aquired
Gifted
Stolen
Sold
On the black market,
Underground
Outside
In the trenches writing to my geisha in korea.
She’s in love with me tan tan.
Patrick swayzee was real lazy
Didn’t know how to save me
I got a body wave in my hair
I walked all the stares
To the top of the empire
State building and jumped off
Curiosity like gravity
Focus here in the light
And tell me what you see
Am I looking at your or are you looking at me
I can’t tell in the rain.
Ask me when It’s sunny.
The sun fell into the ocean
Burnt out like princess di in the ymca
Going to the bank
Bank
Bank
Sajalistic was a mystic always knew what to say
She told me it’s the ego this and the ego that
The body the body of one divided by one divided by
One set of knives cutting the other set of knives in half
In the mountains ain’t go no signal but I’m dreamin’ so
I’m feel’n you anyway,
Get home check my email
Just what I suspected
I’m going to be late
For work tomorrow.
Religion sat across the table from science
A body dies to the left of religion
Religion turns her face to the sky and seas
Clear contours no one else sees
Science turns and smiles as if he were in love
And a bomb fell inside their hearts
A bomb fell insides their hearts
And the powder of bones she mops across her face
Captures the boy’s youth like a camera then shoots him for his coat and wears it to the party the following night
Picture this being a bee drinking roses and making honey
messy and mean
I’m a geisha flash life pass back.
I love drugs
Drugs love me
We’re the same we
Change.
I’m sitting on my bed reading the Bible and I feel
Like I’m from Korea.
Past Life Flash Backs
Past Life Flash Backs
Being in love is forever
Being in love is forever
Being in love from nowhere
Being in love from where and whince I came.
The snow looks like sugar falling from the sky
I don’t remember if it’s cold outside,
Huh, Huh, Huh, Huh, I beg your pardon?
Huh, Huh, Huh, Huh, Huh, I beg your pardon?
I don’t know a thing about you
We’ve both changed
But here we all are looking like moving
From where and whince we came
I can’t see anything but speckled lights and water color faces
Everything is wet and saturated with Saturday night blow.
At the bar,
Drinking
Drinking
Drinking
My drinks don’t cost a thing,
Cuz I be saving all my money to buy a diamond ring
I’m going to stare deep into your eyes
And marry myself
I’m going to stare deep into your eyes
And marry myself
He says he wants to slurp me snog me flog me,
Wann’n me obsessed wid him
Telling me to dance for him
At the bar
Drinking
Drinking
Drinking,
I don’t buy a drink
They keep appearing in my hand
As if I’m royalty.
Shadows creeping
Whispering to death
At the buccaneer in front of the fire place
, or boring manifesto
Manifold miniblinds, get rich on the telephone
It’s cold in my apt
It’s cold in my apt
It’s cold in my apt
It’s cold in my apt
It’s cold in my apt
So I walk to the bar
To start drinking
Drinking
Drinking
Drinking.
I sit by a pic of mic
On a green and white checkered table
Listening to the table tell me fables.
Got my passport
I’m ready to go
Drinking
Drinking
Drinking
I haven’t eaten all day
Ready to go
Drinking
Drinking
Drinking.
It’s gonna kill me if I can’t chase it away.
But I love her so much she keeps coming back.
A black hole the others say
The black hole the others say
Oi boy sold his sole to the avocado bagger
I asked him
How can you sell something you have never aquired
Gifted
Stolen
Sold
On the black market,
Underground
Outside
In the trenches writing to my geisha in korea.
She’s in love with me tan tan.
Patrick swayzee was real lazy
Didn’t know how to save me
I got a body wave in my hair
I walked all the stares
To the top of the empire
State building and jumped off
Curiosity like gravity
Focus here in the light
And tell me what you see
Am I looking at your or are you looking at me
I can’t tell in the rain.
Ask me when It’s sunny.
The sun fell into the ocean
Burnt out like princess di in the ymca
Going to the bank
Bank
Bank
Sajalistic was a mystic always knew what to say
She told me it’s the ego this and the ego that
The body the body of one divided by one divided by
One set of knives cutting the other set of knives in half
In the mountains ain’t go no signal but I’m dreamin’ so
I’m feel’n you anyway,
Get home check my email
Just what I suspected
I’m going to be late
For work tomorrow.
Religion sat across the table from science
A body dies to the left of religion
Religion turns her face to the sky and seas
Clear contours no one else sees
Science turns and smiles as if he were in love
And a bomb fell inside their hearts
A bomb fell insides their hearts
And the powder of bones she mops across her face
Captures the boy’s youth like a camera then shoots him for his coat and wears it to the party the following night
Picture this being a bee drinking roses and making honey
messy and mean
I’m a geisha flash life pass back.
I love drugs
Drugs love me
We’re the same we
Change.
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